Sry for the late post. I was waiting for Sharon to comment on my previous post before posting this post
Regarding the True/False stories, Story 2 is the true one. hahahaha. GOTCHA, bitches.
Many of you prolly wondered if you actually DO KNOW me. Well, honestly? No one do truly know me, my past and who I really am.
“No one believes me when I tell them theres so much to hide”
When I pretend nothing happened, do you really believe I am ok?
Why the U.S? Why are you in such a hurry to go back?
BLA BLA BLA. BECAUSE I HAVE MY REASONS, RETARD. Everyone has their reasons of making a choice.
Heres another rant.
Why are 75% of Singaporeans so conservative? Whats the big fuss about talking dirty? I have opposite reactions whenever “dirty” stuff are said between a local Singaporean and a Caucasian / international student.
And trust me, I’ve seen WORSE.
And I’m perfectly normal, assholes.
On another note, the 8th week was probably the worse week of my life. Quizzes, Tests and M.’s leaving (or should i say LEFT.)
Welcome him back to Singapore.
Goodbye M.! We’ll meet up in the states when I get there. Have fun in university while I’m stucked here.
Yes! Snowboarding
DID I EVER MENTION how much I LOVE having the whole place to myself/few others?
Empty snowcity
My awesome snowboard
Joel
Joel snowboarding without any outerwear.
In case you guys need to know, it is -8 degrees C.
Whenever you are up there on the slope, you feel free. No burdens, nothing! It is a place where WORRIES aren’t meant to exists.
I haven’t been snowboarding for quite some time now and I’m actually surprised I IMPROVED by a little.
For those who haven’t tried skiing/snowboarding, i suggest you head down to snow city and learn it! Skiing is easier than snowboarding, but snowboarding will be more interesting and fun than skiing.
There’s a trip to Australia this august but i’ll have to pass it.
$$$ problems.
Saving $ for
1. Taiwan Trip with friends next year
2. Australia Trip next year with myself
3. PS3/XBOX 360
4. College/University
And no, I refused to take money out from my bank. I have a “once in, no withdrawal” policy.
Training was tough. But i love the crunches training. Procrastinating about beautiful abs. Every female in NRA has got nice abs on their stomach
Routine was fun but confusing. Awkward hand positioning and all.
Ann said something that got me thinking. she said she’s pretty confident that the 130 intake would be reduced to 20-30. This has been happening since NRA was formed. What she said was true since I gave myself a period of “trying out” time before I decide if I want to stay or not.
OFFICIAL BITCHY BIMBOS SONG
Some of you may know who Bitchy Bimbo are while some of you don’t.
So let me tell you the history of “Bitchy Bimbos”.
It all started on Jan 28th. The first day of the Direct Poly Admission Program (a.k.a NPP). I noticed this girl from afar because she resembled my secondary school teacher, whom you could say that I was closed to. I never had a chance to talk to this girl, until the first day of lesson. When we introduced ourselves to each other, it was then i heard her talking. I went.. “holy crap” because she even SOUNDED like my teacher.
Days passed, and our bonding grew. We were in the same class for every module we had to take(Not like we had any other choice since all FMS DPA students were in the same class). S&W Aerobics, CATs, Mindworks, SocPsyc.
And that very girl, I shall formally introduce her to you is none other than….
Doreen from FMS DVFX Year 1 2008.
But as you would ask… how did we form this BITCHY BIMBO?
Simply put, we were both a bitch and a bimbo. Or rather, I was the bitch and she was the bimbo and we would act very bitchy-ly bimbo. are you confused? I hope not.
It all began in class when Juu/Marinne started talking about MAGNUM FORCE. And then, Marinne, Juu, Hannah and us became “potential/wannabe cheerleaders”. Then one day Doreen was confessing on how bimbotic she was and then it just happened. JUST LIKE THAT.
We clicked, formed BITCHY BIMBOS on Feb 14th (and i’m totally not faking that), and conquered dpa with “BITCHY BIMBOS“.. or FMS at least.
So here is the official song for BITCHY BIMBOS called “SO HOT” by WONDERGIRLS. YES! that same group that sang “TELL ME” shown by our korean lecturer, Douglas for Studio Production who said it was “Vomit, Vomit”
“LOL!, yeah you probably wouldnt really like the song if you dont like the bitchy bimbos.” – BITCHY BIMBO DOREEN
I’m posting my previous story as VISUAL TRIGGER but not a Greek tragedy. Based on a true story.
IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ IT, SCROLL DOWN.
Esenam strolled out from the airport with a look of consternation on her face.
Her village made her to be what she is now – the first to be admitted to an overseas university. She knew had to repay this debt one day for the village saved her, raised her and educated her. They were the only family she had.
Despite knowing it was wrong to continue with it, she still had to. Esenam wanted to fit in. It was the mark of her passage to adult hood. More than half of the entire country’s female population had undergone genital circumcision while it was compulsory for her village to perform it once anyone reached puberty. She also wanted a family, and only by doing so can she gets married.
Filled with fear and anticipation, she drove to her village and was greeted by hundreds of smiling faces and cheering. Everyone was genuinely happy to see her back.
Her relatives and closet village members took turns to hug her. The males lifted her up treating her like a queen. Esenam’s heart thumped faster with excitement and joy and not long after, she soon forgotten about her objective, her “mission” on coming back. Celebration was rare due to the shortage of food but this was a very special occasion that called for an exception to celebrate.
Not only were there raw life stocks, meats, but there was also wine and entertainment like village dances and performances.
The village head wanted her to get a good night’s sleep and rest until dawn for her circumcision.
The sunrays shined on Esenam, with the glare causing her to wake up.
She was startled at the sight of people entering her hut. Still half-awake, she scanned through the room. She stared at the tools beside her and wondered if they had sterilized the razor blades, or if they provided antiseptic.
Knowing that she has a 50-50 chance on survival, she recited prayers non-stop while the rest are preparing for the procedure. Esenam had a choice of who she wanted to perform the task of circumcision. She chose Zimba, the most experienced circumcision practitioner in the village. The village head ordered for the circumcision to begin. Cold sweat emerges from Esenam’s forehead as she close her eyes with clenched fist.
Zimba took the blunt razor blade, a small grin spread across her face.
Esenam growled in pain “AHHH”. The woman behind her had to place her palm over her mouth to shut her up. It was considered rude to scream in pain. Her eyes became wider due to the pain; it was being filled with tears slowly. She tried hard not to open her eyes until it was over but she did catch a glimpse of the amount of blood gushing out of her. Next thing she knew, she woke up with the blood still flowing, but not as much this time. The ordeal was over. She could feel the sensation, or was it affliction? The Village men were celebrating behind, due to her gain of adulthood.
She was elated that it had been over so quickly though the after effects of the procedure tormented her much more. Esenam crawled out of the hut and shouted “ESINAM!” which meant, “God Heard Me”. She knew another celebration was on the way tonight. She stood up and gaze at the horizon….
THE END
Yes, though this has already been banned in Egypt and Africa, People are still continuing practicing it. This is more common in Africa where the villages make it a village rule for everyone. So, do a part in society and spread this to the world.
I’m reminded of your grace
the tears are flooding my eyes
Pouring down my careless face
Crying in the night
Doesn’t make me brave
but why don’t you try it
can you feel what I felt
CHORUS:
I hate my life!
I wanna end it here
I hate my life!
Cos I can’t go on anymore~ (oh, ohh, ohhh, no, noo, noooo oh oh, yeah eeyeah)
All I need is a funeral
and for you to be there (eh ehyeah)
no need no prayers
No need no blessings
All I want is you to be dead
So
You
Can
Go
N- Now- ow
CHORUS.
I need no pleasure
I want the pain
I’ll drown in my sorrow
Saying what matters now
Is no longer important
Your days are numbered
So say goodbye
Say goodbye now
CHORUS.
I hate my life
I don’t wanna go on
I hate my life
Wanna stop loving you
I hate …. You.
Footnote:
Is it just me or that everything is piling up now? Datelines, Datelines, Datelines. Tests, Tests, Tests.
I can’t wait for summer break to come. But why does our holidays have to be placed at such awkward months where everyone else in the world are done with their holidays? Now… I hate that.
And a reply to Ms. Sharon’s comment about how i find time to party all week and yet complete my assignments is that:
Complete them before you party. hahahaa. That’ll work perfect. But I make it a point to relax and enjoy myself in any way i can every week.
All work and no play makes ME a dull girl.
Thursday was my first dance audition in 3 years! About 120 people turned up for the auditions!
We were greeted by a horrifying long wait for our turns at the registration counter.
In case you wondered who WE were, it was Aneza, Zoe and her friends (Trecia and… shit what was her name again?)
Members of Group A entered the holding room, perspiring profuciously and red faces.
I thought to myself “Was it THAT tiring?”
We proceeded up with fear and curiosity, not knowing what we will be expecting once we are inside.
The choreographed moves changed like 3 times! I was bloody confused because i thought we had to dance all 3 together. Silly me.
We were given 1 hour to practice the dance moves! And we were the 2nd group to be auditioned when they abruptly told us that there would be freestyle after the choreographed dance.
As expected, I screwed the choreographed dance but tried to regain what I lost at freestyle.
Time past way too fast and the next thing I knew, my number/name was being called out.
“I’M IN?!?!?!?!”
Then, I figured that, almost everyone else got in too. LOL!
JUU and ZIQUE got into dance too, bitches!
FRESH!
“The highly anticipated Freshmen dance party” ………………….
……………………
……………………
NOT.
Yes, I changed my mind about this dance party.
I yawned about 4 times for the first hour of the party.
My lap dancing partner in crime, Horny Carylyne!
DPA FMS Girls(missing 3) with DVFX Felicia – jyings friend, rapist and bimbo’s classmate
Candid: Bimbo and Rapist cam-whoring. Marinne in her own world, fantasizing.
The HATES & The RANTS
WHY DO PEOPLE TRY TO SHOW OFF WHEN THEY CAN’T DANCE?
WANNABES? No, not even close. ATTENTION SEEKERS? Not when people don’t bother looking at them. POSERS? yes yes, they are.
We even witnessed people getting drunk at the convention center toilets. I guess security forgot to check for alcohols in their bags!
B-O-R-I-N-G opening to the party.
The SMOKE effect generated from the machine stinks!! Huge clouds of smoke diffused towards us like nobody’s business.
The LOVES & The PRAISES
Best part of the party? Definitely the lucky draws! Though i did not win ANYTHING, the prizes were fantastic! It still proves to show how rich Ngee Ann is.
The dancers on stage ain’t that bad either. Especially the guy in a white mask. Whom WE thought was a poser wearing a mask simply because he would be hideous when he removes it!
STEREOTYPES!
How can the party be improved?
THE LIGHTING! Neon Lights, Spot Lights, etc, you name it.
Footnote & Spoilers for next post:
The love we all yearned for, is now dissipating from earth.
Another song will be written, to meet the death of life. I know this is ironic, but you’ll know.
When we thought that life was over, was it just our imagination?
Are there any more chances given to us?
In case you haven’t noticed, I changed my blog header.
ANYONE KNOWS WHERE I CAN REGISTER FOR SATs IN SINGAPORE?
ANYONE CAN COACH ME IN SATs?
FRIDAY
Dango making on friday was kinda stupid. It was like “give me the instructions and i will know how to make it”
You don’t even need professional teachings to make dango. What a waste of time.
SATURDAY
Good luck to seniors and juniors taking their SAT/ACT/Mocks.
Monday would be the start of the AP subject tests. May god be with you.
Gotta endure till the 5th of june: SUMMER BREAK!
Best of luck. For those who have already been accepted to college, congrats!
Celebrated Mother’s Day in advance too:
My sista’s Fish set thingy.
My SIZZLING HOT NZ ribeye steak.
JACK’S PLACE FAMOUS POTATO!!
The bits of bacon rocks! And they gave me like.. an extra 3 spoons! YUMMY.
We got our mom a shu emura lipstick since she wanted one.
SUNDAY
971 Days From 05.04.2008 to 2011: Graduation.Desperate for this day to come.
Desperate to be back in Los Angeles.
Desperate to meet my friends/cousins.
Desperate to party there.
Desperate to drive there.
Desperate to own my convertible.
Desperate to wear my trench coats
Desperate to snowboard in real snow.
Footnote: Just talked to alot of my secondary school friends/ classmates and what not. All they said were “my class is so boring! I miss you and your horny crap”
Man…. They laughed at my stuff then, and now they miss it? how contradicting.
Is it just me or is my Pisces traits working up again? Why can’t I just stick to one or a few guys?
Why was this mess bestowed upon me?
P.S I love you Chace! <<33 LETS GET MARRIED! I’m serious.
Here are 2 song that I wrote today within 20 minutes. Both are actually related but are contradicting. Once you read them, you’ll know what I mean.
1) YOU
Oh you (yes you)
The days we laughed,
The days we reminisce about,
was it just my imagination?
Chorus:
When you held my hands,
When you kissed my lips,
you made my heartbeat twice a second
But you pretended that nothing happen
or was it the way you wanted?
Maybe one day you’ll know how I felt about you
Maybe one day you’ll know how I feel
It was all about you (ooh)
It was all about you…
What’s going on in your head?
You don’t know what I want,
Was it fear?
Fear of rejection?
No, No, no.
You were not like this
You gotta be kidding!
Baby when you danced for me,
I felt like I was the luckiest girl
The special one and how I wished
I could kiss you and tell you I love you so
I hoped, and I prayed
that you would admit how you felt about me
CHORUS
I guess you need time
But we both know
we ain’t got time to spare
I’ll just turn my back
When your gone
and find someone else to run to
to hide to
to cry to
and to love
CHORUS
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2) I’M SORRY
You made me laugh
You made me proud
We made everyone jealous of us
Remember the days
When we weren’t together
People thought that we were
They told us to get a room
Chorus:
But I’m sorry
I can’t love you
I Don’t wanna get hurt
From the fact that your leaving
Can’t let history repeat itself no more(no more)
Baby, The thought of losing you
is undesirable.
You know I hate to see you leave,
You know I hate to say goodbye
The love was short but true
The lust was short but sweet
CHORUS
I know we were happy together
The days we hung out
I can’t never forget the first time
we held hands,
You hugged me,
You kissed me,
I really really don’t want this to STOP. (stop stop stop)
CHORUS
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SAS DANCE SHOWCASE
The highly anticipated high school dance showcase is finally here!
I met Michael and Erik for dinner at KFC before the dance showcase. Before that, a truck load of Indians tried to hit on me. Whistling and shouting stuff that was inaudible.
Erik was so spontaneous and funny. He bit on the straws to make himself look like a Dracula. The counter staff at KFC was giggling at his act while everyone there started staring at us.
Erik was the only one who did not get any food and so, he decided to tell tales about the ingredients and how they were made, perhaps it was true? Not that I know of though.
“Did you know they used chicken butts? Wait.. did you think they actually used chicken breasts? NO! And that (KFC melts) sucks cos it tastes like glue! “
“Don’t get me started on the mushrooms. I believe you wouldn’t want to hear it.”
He was so cute when he danced and tried to entertain us while we ate.. seriously.
Something happened after the meal though. While we were on the way back to SAS, Erik saw this malay kid at the traffic junction on a bicycle with the words X XBOX on the handles. So, witty Erik said “Hey man, whats up? X BOX”. And the kid was like “WHAT LAH?” Pardon Erik, he hasn’t been here long enough and was confused with the words. Erik repeated XBOX for like.. 5 times? After we crossed the road, Erik asked “Whats wrong with him? I was trying to be friendly, and i saw the XBOX on the bike but he was like “what lah”(imitating singaporean accent). Why do they hate americans? “
Funny thing is, Erik shouted out XBOX so loudly that the kid stopped, turned around and waited for us to walk past him. I can never forget that glare the kid gave. It read “Shout that again, I’ll cycle there and fight with you.”
It was so amusing, we all started laughing after that.
Apart from that, Erik and Michael kept “fighting” non-stop. Erik would jump up to Michael’s back and kick his ass. He took a tree branch and started whacking Michael’s ass. Michael whacked him back too and Erik accidentally hurt his crouch when he jumped onto Michael. hahaha! Pretty interesting fight I say. Erik wanted to show his power by removing his belt but his pants was too loose it started falling off and I could see his boxers!
Anyways, they fought all the way to the makeup room.
oh wait, how many michael(s) do i know? 12!
Here are shots of 3 out of 20 dance segments performed:
There were free brownies, cookies, cupcakes, drinks after the break. They were D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S! 2nd best brownie I’ve ever tasted in my life, ranked after HARD ROCK CAFES’.
Of course,
This time, I’m smart enough to upload them online and not facebook so that all you curious people can watch them! Would appreciate it if you watch the whole video instead of forwarding it and all!
The video length is about 30 minutes so it isn’t on youtube but vimeo
Enjoy
SAS DANCE VIDEO
Heres a random video that I took of the dance. 38 seconds.
Retarded rapist and bimbo. Idiot couldn’t make it due to ninja-do trials.
Camwhores;insisted on taking pics on my camera.
We waited AGES before i actually started.
The hosts.
Daphne and Elijah performing a duet.
Interviewing daphne.
Videos of the concert + NRA dance showcase on my facebook profile under videos.
Has anyone else been to Fantazia too? What are your thoughts about it?
I felt that the NRA Dance Showcase a.k.a FRESHMEN SHOWCASE was the best part throughout the entire show. I’m not saying that the rest sucked but the freshmen showcase had that something Xtra.
The dancers mastered choreography though they were messy at times. That called for synchronicity as well as individual style like locking, popping, breaking. Their formations on-stage burst with energy
Perhaps it was the dancers’ palpable joy that brought life on stage. They genuinely seemed to enjoy themselves on stage.
That’s what make me consider turning up at the auditions if they ever do have one. Perhaps there aren’t enough dance groups in NP because in NRA you see poppers, lockers, ballerinas, break dancers and of course, hip hoppers. It will create a little confusion if they are named NRA HIP HOP wouldn’t it?
SINGAPORE AMERICAN SCHOOL PROM’08
@ FULLERTON
Heres how i looked at prom
The make-up is pretty light… I think.
Since the theme was casino royale, you can’t possibly leave out the casino tables!
There was 2 BLACKJACK, 1 POKER, and 1 ROULETTE table.
Everyone gets 5 chips upon entry. After that you will give your coins in for counting at about 11.15pm , and the person with the highest number of tokens will win an 8GB Apple iTouch. HOW SWEET CAN THAT BE?
I stayed at the BlackJack table for about… 1 hour.
Mr. Jones was like “Are you counting cards?!”.
LOL. he is sooo cute.
Won only 14 chips after i stopped playing:
Texas hold em poker was tough, lady luck wasn’t with me there. This guy won 60 chips after playing for just one round! Roulette was impossible to win but it was interesting to watch everyone get hype about the spinning ball in roulette!
Not much people at 9.45pm but after 10pm, woah…. everyone starts coming in like crazy.
DJ Qaran was spinning beats all night and the crazy lighting and smoke effect made the ballroom like a club on the dance floor!
PERFORMANCE!
Josh rapping and Andrew playing the guitar.
You gotta love the food at prom.
Especially the chocolate mousse which has cherries and a little alcohol in it, it tastes heavenly.
Photo-taking session which will be projected on screen non-stop in the ballroom:
cute yeah?
Kelson & Date.
Prom gift was specially designed poker cards and a dice keychain!
Didn’t have time to take much photos of myself at prom but i do have a few which is in my friend’s camera and of course my pathetic samsung camera.
Probably upload it on facebook.
I’m lazy to upload it here, so facebook if you wanna see them. xD
This pretty much sums up my life for the week.
And guess what? GOSSIP GIRLS is back! The show revolves about the lives of socialite young adults the rich and/or famous of the upper east side. It involves drugs, sex, scandals and other teenage issues. I can’t wait for more scandals and other complications to be revealed this season!
First episode was about Blair taking revenge against Jenny who is her best friend’s boyfriend’s sister. Blair was vying to get her QUEEN B title back and Jenny, wants a permanent spot to being famous.
